Hi Sacrar,
It's interesting that the first line is Parent line coming with Zhu Que or Bird. Bird is one of the Animals that represents the mouth, speaking etc. Parent line together with Zhu Que means "oral examination". And as you said, you will have to present in front of the tribunal.
I agree with Tientai that your Self line coming with Officer is strong in Hai/Zi month. Hai will start to gain more confidence for this project in Hai month (beginning of November). Right now you feel worried and are full of doubts.
I see that you already have another teacher/mentor in mind for this project?