Wondering if anyone is able to answer this question?
Someone read that I will always need to work really hard with little support and will need to support the men in my life. This reading also said that am destined to always be second in command since Wu is in month, rather than day pillar—but all the power elements go into Xu, the day branch, does this not mean I can be more than second in command? So far though, I have always been second. With my bf being jobless and the current US economy, I fear that this could become true and I will never be able to save money or advance my career in time.
What level of success am I able to achieve? What level of management? I thought 2020 would be a good year for me, but I don't feel I was able to achieve anything this year. In comparison, 2019's performance ranked us at the top in our company.
Although I felt hopeful when my boss offered me a Sales role in August, but it seems he was unable to get that approved by his superiors. He did not speak about it again to me until they were down to hiring one of two candidates (he worked with both in the past). I was offered two other promotions earlier this year that I turned them down due to location. Now, I regret not taking one of the offers because I don't know when I will have another opportunity in this economic climate.
Up to now, our hotel was performing well against our local competitors, but now, our performance is dwindling. Why is 2020 fizzling out for me?
I also felt I made two major faux pas in front of some superiors this year. Will my awkward personality and limited networking hold me back from excelling?
How do others perceive me?