quite an "easy" life but struggling mentally

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@nin99 sorry i couldn't understand this. Could you explain it clearer? Or if your native language is not english, you can put it in your native language and I can try translate it.

@coldpillow not sure about 2021, I think 2020 or 2021 might be the year I got back to reading as hobby. But checking from some old pictures, it seems 2017 is the year I create more like baking, drawing, photography, etc or have the chance or energy to do it more.

I don't have recurring dreams, but my dreams have always been vivid, which sometimes make me tired when waking up. Some are negative, some more adventure-like with no negative or positive.

I do react negatively to criticism, annoyance, hostility; they don't come constantly, but once they do, my mood would be completely unstable and I would repeat it in my mind a lot. I find it hard to recover from it. Maybe few each year that would sadden me. Some (past 2-3 years) completely alters my perception of the person, though they may come from different people.

About the venting, they were talking about their relationship issue (cannot move on). I felt tired because it felt like talking one-sided conversation.

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@coldpillow that's an intetesting take. I never really thought about it that way, but now I feel that could be possible. Though the fact that I tried listening and giving advice, yet they could barely remember things about me would undoubtedly also contribute to my weariness.
But yes, I can see that there are some parts that bothers me when they were venting, like the "no action talk only" attitude that feels very similar to myself.

Thank you for this insight, I think it's worth reflecting when I feel someone is particularly annoying or iffy without any clear reason.

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