mental illness... can it be traced from my bazi

[hiruzen]

may 2nd 1991 5:19pm singapore

i have been battling mental illness since 2008...it all started from rumination but these days it is full blown... hearing voices in the head... leads to manic depression... high functioning stress... can function but trapped in a coocoon...

depression mood and cannot seem to stop the voices...

any signs it can be detected in my bazi chart? thanks...

my username was kenzo in the old fivearts forum... back in 2011 was my most active period... met meek zhendao and laphard @ an ang mo kio kopitiam for coffee during chinese new year 2012.... making the sweetest memories of my life i had with them which i will cherish and etched indelibaly in my mind... thanks....

other than that i am an aspiring software programmer with hopes to sell a company...

[coldpillow]

Do you consume alcohol, sedatives, therapeutical or recreational drugs?

[hiruzen]

no never. never smoked or drank before... no sedatives or recreational drugs too ...

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Do you have some knowledge in Bazi or ZWDS? Particularly your own chart? 

With ZWDS, I can see your vulnerability to mental illness but I would rather discuss it with someone who is into ZWDS as well.

If the birth hour is correct (monkey), this is your ZWDS chart: https://destinyandluck.com/luck_chart.php?month=5&day=2&year=1991&time=3%3A00pm+to+4%3A59pm&sex=Male&luck_year=2024&submit=Submit

Basically, it looks like a warrior chart. You need a lot of pressure and challenges to function properly in life. Not happiness.

The more you seek happiness, the more you sink into despair because it's elusive.

Fighting spirit leads to achievements, seeking happiness leads to emptiness unless you practice spirituality.

hi coldpillow,

i use rooster hour for ZWDS and bazi... will it be more accurate?

hour day  month year   | conception   life
ji     ren    ren     xin       gui              ren
you  shen chen   wei       wei             chen


life as gui si i dont think so... ren chen year pillar and life pillar more happening... in 2012 i got involved in a surveillance program... citizen spies assembled as my neighbors were paging flagging me with acoustic articles...the airplane satellite me and have radar equipment in it that can steal thoughts? how i found out? they harrass me by signalling my body movement and i kept quiet ..... so they pegged to my thought instead with one of the neighbors shrilling from ground floor :" we can hear your thoughts... Remote Neural Monitoring... we have mind reading drone!" 2012 was a domesticated witchhunt... in the end i opted to stay in imh for the peaace... oinstead of listening to the neighbor convoy shouting from ground floor to my Xth floor HDB unit EVERY DAY AND NIGHT... very irritating...back then my phone spoilt and my mother locked me up at home as she dont want me seeing the neighbor for contigency...


gui si year i went church and reiki mostly... ate sushi buffet evey month for 8 months....no suffering... and was looking for ad hoc jobs....

bing shen year got surveillance again... i hollow earth the shell and van eck phreaking black holing sink holing...2019 i went imh check my brain... was warded...

homeless since 2019 due to neighbor harrassment...

i also appreciate some of the neighbors very much when they target me they target my whole family too... all of them deserted me because of this side channel effect... they continue to harrass my family members even though they do not side with me for the dirty cheap thrill...


another meta data i can provide is i changed house 1994,2005,2008 and 2019...

2012 and 2019... you know the ancient silicon valley 2500 years ago where software was  the metaphysical mind and ascetics and monk meditated.... ya 2012 and 2019 got the freak incident which i can share too... yes 2019 inside IMH patients,doctors and nurses were all wearing transponder....and the drone did emf surgery on my mind... the gossip cross-talking around you all have native keywords which trigger tripwire memories.

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[hiruzen]

Hi coldpillow,

Yes I am undergoing therapy... sorry for quoting ur message...

I have limited knowledge on zwds and Bazi when I use rooster hour ... All just based off meta data... For example more metadata spoilers .. 2014 I sustained a job for the first time for 3 years...2022 I kept my job till exactly 2024 for 2 years... Both years job found during snake month... One job was warehouse for airplane cargo... The other was Portering...

 I suffered birth injury...right arm nerve trapped resulting in right arm handicapped... Erb's palsy... treatment too expensive so just making do with it...no money to find a cure for it... Erb's palsy

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[JLim]

Hi hiruzen, good to see you here    Yes yes, I do remember you with the name kenzo from fivearts.net, to fivearts.info and now here you are at fivearts.org

I haven't read the whole discussion here, but your birth hour must be Wu Shen hour.  Wu Earth as Qi Sha gives pressure to DM, and now your LP Ji Chou is mixed Guan Sha or mixed Officers.  In classical or Mangpai Bazi, when Officers are mixed, they can lead to some challenges in life.

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[Nilegem]

No mental illness is not a fated thing, it is borne through life stress and not having enough rest, too much worries and not enough sleep, many industrialized and developed countries have this illness, just as cancer does

[tyc]

You hired two lawyers that are experts in authoritative laws.  Each one of them offer their expert independent opinions that are completely opposite from each other.  Which path should you take?