Also just curious because someone read my bazi and said I am prone to have two marriages, and I don't know how to feel about it since I have never been married and sometimes I think that marriage isn't in the cards for me.

Do you also have traumatic episodes when dating? 

He may not be physically abusive, but his influence is almost as bad as your father. Explosive rage, lingering resentment, etc.

In terms of psychology, the relationship pattern with your father may shape up your relationship pattern with other men.

Maybe try working for big agencies with big projects and clients? It's super hectic but AI-proof and not many freelancers can handle the pace/workload.

Keep yourself busy with punishing yet sensible workload and dig deeper into spirituality to make use of your negative energy.

I thought of that too as I see a lot of people upskilling too with AI. And from where I am it has become a thing. I am planning on going for a visit on a local temple here with a friend when the weather becomes good.

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Quote from: Silverfoxxx on September 08, 2026, 06:25:42 PM

Thanks!! I really wanna study a lot lately but I need to take it one step at a time too. I do freelancing part time, and I looked into upskilling too.

I am very much into arts but from where I am painting can be hard to have a client.

What is your background qualification? Were you doing great at school?

With Lucun in career = you are gifted at something. You may excel in academic studies, arts or sports. Maybe even all of them.

But a chain is only as strong as its weakest link: happiness.

Definitely arts.
I was an honor student in gradeschool  and enrolled at a science highschool when I was in highschool,it's like a curriculum where we need to maintain certain average grades so we can graduate in that program because if we don't, we get to study in normal kind of highschool program.Our subjects are usually advance like we take college algebra even though we are still in highschool that time.In college I took tourism.But that was when things got a bit stalled because I got sick and had a spinal injury although I am very much okay now.
I am not much of a sporty type but I try to get active though.
I used to commission art paintings,and now I do freelancing,desiging logos,menus and anything bout art stuff.Though I feel it's not enough because clients come and goes and it gets competitive too.
I also had business partnerships with a friend but did not push through because of some circumstances that we just had to go separate ways.
Lately I thought of having a hobby like street photography though Idk it's really okay to pursue it.

Happiness is really hard for me nowadays to find.I am just grateful to have spent days with my loved ones.

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With tianliang in career, it's better to focus on learning new skills than running a business. Success is gradual, long-term focus and heavily influenced by senior figures of authority.

Tianji in happiness sector = inclined to spirituality.

Thanks!! I really wanna study a lot lately but I need to take it one step at a time too. I do freelancing part time,and I looked into upskilling too.

I am very much into arts but from where I am painting can be hard to have a client.

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Quote from: Silverfoxxx on September 08, 2026, 11:35:27 AM

 
My eldest brother has always been nice to me and always helped me, actually he always shares what he has with me. But with other older men that isn't related by blood, I haven't met anyone like that so far.

Tianliang is a parental/authority figure. Typically more controlling than nice and it doesn't have to be men.

Your life appears comfortable, judging from destiny sector alone.

The remaining 11 sectors have their own problems, but none is serious enough to ruin your life. Money comes easily, even if you're still unhappy about it.

If I have to pick the most unstable sector, then it's probably happiness.

My dad who died a year ago is the only controlling person I ever met and I did not inherit anything from him except trauma lol

With happiness yeah...you are right. For the last 11 yrs I lost loved ones and that also include long time pets in those time.And lately life has been such a downer for me.Also Idk if my chart shows why I am fascinated with after life and spirituality.. trying to heal after loss after loss.