Looking over it all...
I would say you would have a hard time in trying to look for a school that will help. Usually, this means either you have reached the peak of what can be achieved already, or you have no sources of learning easily available to you that can push you further.
However, given that you are not at a point where you can help others on a whim and seeking to further continue your progressing along the road, this would suggest that you are more likely to be at the mercy of the second possibility; lack of sources for learning that can actually push you further. In this instance, spending any money on such a goal would not grant you any special previlege, or beneficial status that would help you in reaching your goal.
With this line of thought, since it would be fruitless in looking for a school to aid you in progressing along the road, it would be more logical to see what you can obtain on your own in the mean time. For any time you do invest is entirely your own and when the fancy takes you over the content.
However, even then, you will find it hard to truly obtain gains in progressing. So rather than waste time, relationships, money on something that can not be obtained, or has little impact on what your goal is. It would be best to see what can be done on your own spare time and effort and a community that you fit in with.
Thank you for your analysis.
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Decided I will try and put my focus on the Yi Jing right now, for the metaphysics part of my training that is. If I look back, it always seemed to allow me to connect with people in a nice way. Even some people who are completely opposed to the idea of divination. Since we have strong wood energy this year and the next, and wood is one of the weaker elements in my bazi chart, perhaps its a good time. Plus, seems like we have a reasonable large amount of information in the forums about this.
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So yesterday, I did another consultation

: How can YiJing study help me to progress on the path?
Got hex 61 with no moving lines.
https://www.bright-hall.net/wwg/61,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2022-06-30,22:35- Vulnerable is probably resource, but perhaps also siblings in the idea of the development of the self and gaining self confidence in a challenging time.
- month branch effect
- 3 chou is not neutralized because in associate
- all 4 fire and earth are strong
- day branch effect
- 2 parents are strengthened
- 2 earth including self are devitalized
- invisible shen on 3 becomes effective through opposition *
- line 3 chou (shen)
- invisible became active by db but is vaulted by original line chou
- line 5 si (zi)
- invisible on 5 becomes active by devitalizing its original line
- it vitalizes 2 mao's but devitalizes 2 si's vulnerable
Overal seems to be reasonably balanced. And a flow of energy from wood -> fire -> earth. Going strongly towards the center.
Self wei combines with the resource structure of the month. On the other hand, there is not much happening. No changing lines. Only the zi which is on the white tiger is active.
Since it seems the earths on 3 and 4 are not active (at least by chiu's rules), they don't oppose each other. Can we say these sibling lines are in harmony which each other? A connection between the unconscious and conscious is formed?
Interesting is the position of the deities. Bird and Dragon on bottom 2, Tortoise and tiger on top. Might be an indication to put a little bit more emphasis on the intuitive aspect. So perhaps in addition to the Liu Yao, might also be a good time to study the plum blossom divination.