Bazi reading advice

[beamuda]

Hello! I am looking for some help regarding my bazi and some insight on my life.
I suffer from chronic kidney illness since childhood at 9 years old and depression nowadays. I do hope to be better in the future, but I feel extremely stuck in my life and do not know how to act. Seems like everytime I try to get better something bad happens and I end up in the same place. I dream about having a good career one day, but I cannot seem to focus on what could be the best one for me, I am quite good at arts, but its not a great career money wise.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated!


Female 02:48am 25.08.1994, born in Rovaniemi Finland.

[coldpillow]

- Who's the most helpful person to you and do you know his/her birthday?
- Do you have a relative who is very successful and/or having military/law enforcement background in your family?

[beamuda]

- Who's the most helpful person to you and do you know his/her birthday?
- Do you have a relative who is very successful and/or having military/law enforcement background in your family?

- I have a lot of helpful friends but I do forget birthdays as I don't personally think they are so important, which I realize now is a bit stupid of me. Should I take more note of this?
- My aunts (mothers side) son has worked as a bouncer and in security, he is very good in cryptocurrency and is moving to Portugal soon. My aunt (fathers side) has worked as a lawyer and is on the wealthier side.

[coldpillow]

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[beamuda]

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This is your bazi chart: https://bazi-calculator.com/?licz=1&y=1994&m=8&d=25&h=01%3A48&g=2&l=25.729&lon=-37.8136&s=1

Based on more information given at private message, your bazi chart likes metal the most. It particularly likes metal combination with your friends' charts.

Overall, you need more supportive elements (metal and water), which indicates that your bazi chart is a weak type (you have metal in your month pillar but it is actually void).

Your decade luck pillars are unfortunately filled with heat for most of your life, from teenager to mid seventies. So you need to find more metal by depending on other people, jobs/companies or practice feng shui.

From my observation, the energy from people gives the most immediate effect.

Suitable jobs for you should be related to consulting with lots of files/documents, reporting, analyzing and talking with people. Ideally, you are in a position of power or protected by someone in a position of power. Otherwise, you will easily invite danger and conflicts... like a journalist.

You aren't supposed to work hard or be ambitious. Peace of mind, work-life balance is the main priority.

Thank you for your answer!

Very interesting, have thought I lack fire/wood. I have noticed feeling invigorated and healed by socializing with others, mostly with the helpful people I mentioned. I try to work hard and be ambitious but it does usually bite me back by making me either sick or sleepless. I have a lot more relaxed lifestyle already compared to my peers thanks to my chronic illness, and it by itself makes me stressed from feelings of guilt. But I will take your advice into consideration and will try to have peace of mind.

Would volunteering/non-profit work and artistic endeavors like acting be bad for me?

[coldpillow]

You can try anything you like but money shouldn't be your primary motivation, the job pressure is mild and you work in a supportive environment, not competitive ones (no office politics, bullying, greed, jealousy etc).

Your annual luck is bad this year and next year. It's not a good time for work, but if you have to, I think it's better to find help from your close friends/relatives or volunteering.

Current decade luck is bad but the next one is much better, starting from mid 2028.