I wanted to know when my life will change, in recent years every day has been the same, full of doubts, fears, uncertainties, laziness, low self-esteem, lack of motivation. I'm feeling useless and my energy is very low for my age.
I don't know what I want in my life, I can't take any action or decision. I never wanted to be like the people I know, going to college and working until the retire day.
Could anyone tell me when or what I need to do to turn my life around?
Hi
@Trust1 ,
Attached is your chart.
Not sure if you want the technical explanations of how the readings are derived, but I sense you are just looking for answers, so I will not dive into details.
Let me know if you want to.
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I think you are a classic case of someone who is too strong in Support elements.
If you look at your chart, there are many earths.
Earth, for you, represents the mind and thoughts, as well as parental influence, especially mother.
Having too much of it leads to over-worrying and passiveness.
The solution from a Bazi perspective is to drain off the excess element to restore balance.
Balance will lead to a better life.
To counteract inactivity, is to just jump into taking actions and don’t give yourself room or chance to think too much on anything.
Go with the flow, rely on your instincts and just take actions based on your mood.
It'll be difficult, tiring and unlike you, but once you get into a flow, you will find your life more fulfilling, more rewarding as more things get accomplished, and you see the benefits of doing more, thinking less.
You'll perhaps find areas that interest you enough to latch on and find a purpose in - none of which will materialize unless you go out there and experience things more than swim in your on headspace.
Basically just go do things and not be overly bothered by about whether it is the right decision, or what are the consequences.
Will there be missteps? Of course. But that is life for anyone.
The confusing time you are experiencing now will persist till near middle age.
After that you will have more purpose.
Your spouse, whoever that end up to be, will be helpful in giving you something to focus on.
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For the head marking thing, I can't find anything specific to an accident at age 30.
There are of course some harmful interactions in the chart (just like everyone), but nothing that specifically tells me it will or will not manifest as an accident.
So for this, I can't speak much of.
Maybe other readers can help.
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